"My heart's in constant chaos."

I am literally facing one of the most stressful weeks of my life... And it's great, haha. No joke. I'm literally counting down the days until it is over, but I don't think I'd have it any other way. I strongly dislike the content of what I have to face, but I know I have a God who is bigger than any of these things, and I sound crazy and rambling because I have two minutes to write this post before I have to run off and be swept back into my crazy life of schoolwork and family... Mostly schoolwork. It's five in the morning and I have a thousand and one things to do, yet, the only thing I really want to do is just worship God. He is really the only thing I truly want out of many things, and I'm dying to spend time with Him. I can't remember the last time I felt like the world was trying to shove me into the ground and have me dig my own grave like this, but I feel like simply KNOWING God is there and for me would suffice above everything else I could even ask for. I don't know. I don't even know why I'm writing, seeing as I should be getting in some last minute studying before rushing off into my day, but I wanted to just stop and worship God through my recognition. Worship is much more than a song, and I want to do a bit this morning before I get consumed by my daily worries. oh that the true worshippers would worship in spirit and in truth... This is the truth I will hold fast to today:

Psalms 118:4-7

4 Let those who fear the LORD say: "His love endures forever." 5 In my anguish I cried to the LORD, and he answered by setting me free. 6 The LORD is with me; I will not be afraid. What can man do to me? 7 The LORD is with me; he is my helper. I will look in tri


If He is for me, then who can stand against me? Myself? Nahh.... He will deliver me. My pain has only left me even more thirsty. I serve an EVERLASTING God. Well, until my sanity returns, friends! :)


This week is teaching me so much already, and it just started. May my hands be emptied, God.